But I love you, and I have loved you for some time. Maybe I'm stupid because you live so far away. And I know there are so many girls and probably a few guys who want you like I do. But I want to be with you. I want to hold you when you're sad and so hug you when you're happy. I want to kiss you just for the hell of it and make you so happy. I want you to sleep next to me and get the sleep you crave so dearly. I love you, and I can't say I've ever wanted something so badly in my entire life.