There's something about you.. I can't get you out of my head, and it's beginning to ruin my life. I always think about you through all hours of the day, and I really wish I knew how to tell you. It's not normal to think about someone as much as I do you and I just wish it would stop.
You'll probably never see this, and even if you do you'll never know that it was me. I'm probably the last person you would ever guess to be honest. I know it isn't love and I don't want to sound like a stalker.. But I just wish I could get to know you, talk to you, somehow find the courage within myself just to talk to you.
But in reality, I'm too shy for that..
The things I never said, and the things I should have said that I probably never will, will stick with me forever. It doesn't seem like it would be so hard to only introduce myself, but honestly it is one of the most difficult things. I know you have a boyfriend, and I wouldn't want to mess anything up with them. I just want you to know how I feel. Ultimately, I just want you to be happy, but I don't know if I could live with myself if I never tried.
The worst of it is, you probably don't even know that I exist..