We've been broken up (off & on) for almost 2 years now.
I cannot believe how no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I truly do want to move on, I just simply can't.
Even though the better part of my brain tells me I should be completely done, I just cannot let go of a few bits of my heart that still belong to you.
I miss everything about you. Your insanely loud laugh. The way your beard always scratched me when we kissed. Your smell. The way that even when I was fighting with you, I wanted to hug you.
You have been one of the most influential people to me, you touched & changed my life more than I ever let you know.
I never wanted to admit it, but you are my first (true) love. I sadly do not see anyone being able to take your place.
If I could do it all over again, I'd make it so that we never split.
I don't think we'll ever be together again, but I guess all I can hope is that fate sends me someone like you.
You're amazing & I only wish you'd just pick up the phone & call me.
