I don't know if i even like you, I mean I do but I don't. I just cannot tell. I can tell that you like me. But when I'm with you I just don't feel myself and I feel like a completely different person when I am with you. I fell like I just like the fact of having a boyfriend, and to be honest I don't really like having a boyfriend. I like you as a person but I love being single. This is because I like to go out with other boys to places as just friends and not think about well what if someone sees us and thinks that I am cheating or I don't have to try to look nice I can just dress up whenever I want. It's just so complicated, its like when we kissed nothing in my head was like oh my god my head just exploded it was just kind of like we just kissed okay.....now what. And like sometimes I purposely ignore you or try to get away from you because we have like nothing in common and its like having this person that you hey want to be really close with but its not working. And it seriously feels like like we are going nowhere and sometimes while just thinking about random stuff you come up and all I think about is 'what if he cheats on me, then I could break up with him' or 'if i wait at least 2 months and our relationship still goes nowhere then I can breakup with him. But what if everyone hates me for that like all his friends that i am sorta friends with because of him or ugh what will people think of me if I do breakup with him'. And another reason is that like oh at homecoming I was lying when i said I was really really really really tired, I was sooo excited to go but then you wanted to dance with me the WHOLE time and i just felt so awkward trying to dance with you because I didn't want to grind on you like all your friends were trying to make me do and you even said yeah common...what the hell. no. It just makes me feel so awkward dancing with 'you' like that like if i danced with some random kid at a party i wouldnt care but because i see you everyday uhhh no. my head just doesn't work like that, its weird. I just feel sooooooo insecure around you that i don;t know what to do. but like at the dance i just wanted you to go away so I could go dance with friends and have fun and not be stuck with you because im not even friends with you like if we werent going out I wouldnt even make eye contact with you in the hallways cause I wouldnt be friends with you cause we dont have any classes together, we dont have the same friends, and we have nothing in common. I am sorry boyfriend.