I know it won't change anything, but I say what's on my mind, even if I do regret it in the future; I'd rather say it than wonder what would happen if I had said it.
In my eyes, you're intelligent enough to realise that I still like you. In fact, I am crazy about you. To this day, my feelings haven't changed since the first time I told you I loved you. Not one day goes by that I don't think about our memories together or what I could've done to change things. I do realise now I should've tried harder on our relationship and I would change so many things if I could go back in time. I would've got a job, stood up to my parents earlier, all of that.
With all this, I'd just like to say that if you happen to break up with her and want to try things again, or you happen to be single and I end up doing my post-graduate in UK and we both feel like giving it another try, please let me know. I don't think things between us have really ended the way they should and I'd be willing to try again if it the relationship was easier to handle.
Even if it doesn't, I'll never forget you. If there is one thing I thank you for, is for helping me grow up. You made me realise not all things are granted and I have to say I was the happiest when I was with you. You made me feel like nobody else did and probably never will. I love you and I miss you.
Marta
